This is my first time blogging. There is a reason why i am even starting to blog and it will be revealed as this post goes on. Well I guess i can start from the beginning. It all started around the end of my junior year. My EX girlfriend, lets call her Jane, had just broken up with me. I was depressed for a few days,, but it did not last. My life, just as time, kept moving forward. I met a new girl, lets call her Daniela. Daniela was gorgeous, the most beautiful girl i had ever set my eyes on. Putting aside her outer beauty, she was the sweetest most caring girl i had ever met. For some odd reason she started to feel something for me. We ended up going out for a while just casual dates. going out for ice cream, going to the movies. The day came for me to ask her out. I took her to Panda Express to eat some Chinese food. little did she know that i had gone to Panda Express the day before and got a fortune cookie. I took out the note that was already inside and replaced it with my own note that had "Would you be my Girlfriend?" Her reply wasn't what i expected. She told me that she liked me but had to fix some things before we could officially get together and so i waited. A few weeks passed and i became impatient so i made another move and kissed her for the first time. What followed was a giant mistake on my part and she didn't talk to me for a week. When she began talking to me again we got together. You all know what happens when you get something. You begin to forget what something truly means. I forgot what i had right in front of me. I forgot and i lost her. I live my life now stuck in the past, stuck on what could have been. It has been over two months now and not a day goes by that i dont think about her. I tried many times to talk to her but she clearly moved onn and left me behind. I am confused, lost, and abandoned. There seems to be no solution to my pain. Except for this one small window of opportunity. I received a giant scholarship to go to school about halfway across the country. Im taking the scholarship and hopefully being two thousand miles away from her will do me some good. Out of sight out of mind right? well who knows?